Do you know Martha Beck?
I’ll never forget the day Martha was coaching me.
I had my knickers in a double doozy of a knot.
“What kind of lawyer becomes a life coach?”
That was the question that kept swirling in my head. Martha’s response?
“I guess you’ll just have to figure out another way to be a lawyer.”
Wait. What?
That was it. That’s all she said.
Time’s up. Now go figure it out, Lin.
That’s Martha’s brilliantly simple style of coaching and once I got over pretending I “didn’t know” what that meant or what I was “supposed to do,” I set out to figure it out, or rather, I set out to figure ME out.
It took a while.
Emotional growth spurts are funny that way: at first you feel like you’re navigating through quicksand and then, one day, EUREKA! It all makes sense.
I knew exactly how to be a lawyer who is also a life coach.
The reason it took so long to figure out was because I was all hung up on what people would say, which I imagined was some version of:
HAS SHE LOST ALL HER MARBLES?
I was also hung up on defining what it meant to be a lawyer who was also a life coach.
But what if there was no definition?
What if I was the definition? Me! You’re looking at the definition.
I am the definition of a lawyer who embraces the fact that she is a life coach and her lawyer brain, combined with her coaching skills, makes her clients experience transformations that are not only life altering but also exciting, fun, invigorating, put-a-spring-in-my-stiletto-step-as-soon-as-I-jump-out-of-bed kind of transformations. (I sleep in stilettos, btw.)
Maybe I had lost my marbles. But I kept all the HOT PINK ones!
The rest were simply not worth keeping… the kind of (boring-colored) marbles that made other people happy as long as I conformed to their definitions of who I should be.
This story is almost a decade old and I have never forgotten it. (Thank you Martha.) It reminds of the time I decided to become a lawyer, a life-long dream EXCEPT who goes to law school after having 4 kids?
Who goes to law school when she already has a successful career in television news?
IS THE WOMAN A CERTIFIABLE HOT MESS?
No. Don’t be silly. I am a certifiable HOT PINK mess.
There’s a BIG difference.
My dear gutsy GirlFriends… make shit up. Do it your way. Don’t worry about defining yourself as much as being yourself.
Lin xo